hmmm… did i write this?
Sunday, October 15th, 2006
I found this in my old college notebook. I guess I wrote this some time ago but for the life of me, I do not remember what it means, or whose experience I am talking about. I found it really funny though, how dramatic I was trying to sound. Suffice to say, I’m not a poet! Hahahah!
You feed me false affection
You grant me borrowed attention
I am your toy
You play with my emotions
You cloud my better judgment
You make me wish I was someone else
Someone I despise
Someone I hate…because that someone has you.
And the worst part of it all is that you do these things, but you do not know you do
Because I do it for you
Because I stand willingly, on the edge of our friendship,
Tempting myself to jump
Taunting myself to fall…